I bailed on a video call tonight with friends

I was supposed to do a video call this evening and ended up making up an excuse, couldn't face sitting there talking to people. Despite the fact we're on lockdown so it's not like I'm socialising much anyway… really not sure why I felt I...

Clumsy when I see someone attractive or being watched

I have social anxiety but it is manageable. Aside from situations where I see someone attractive or I am being stared at. This afternoon as an example, I was in a store and this guy was staring at me when I was looking at the display. I went around the corner waited...